wow

I really should try to update more often.

So last weekend I got to see LeAnne for the first time in over a year. It was so great getting to see her and the kids. Alaisa is getting so big and J'vion is so cute!

[I'll have pictures of that visit soon]

And I have a great weekend ahead of me as well. Ben and I are heading down to SoCal for a few days. I will get to attend the hearing for Aedyn which sets my mind a little more at ease.

No, I lied; it makes me even more anxious...

Then I will get to actually spend some time with Shane and Dee and Aedyn and I get to meet Connor at last!

Super Bowl Sunday I will be going to a party with Ben. Friends of his from high school have a party every year and even though he doesn't even follow football, he always goes.

Aahhh, so much happiness on the horizon....

to those that know me the best...

to my best buds, my confidantes, my loves, my allies, my soulmates

you are not only my world, but the bluish black open-ness that holds it in place

without you i dont think i would be who i am today
because you helped me get here...

you're the GPS that helps me navigate my life on those dark back roads called dilemmas

you are like the uppers in my orange juice, making sure i'm happy and healthy every step of the way

keeping me away from [most!] things that are illegal, immoral or fattening

the glue gun in the scrapbook of my past, sorting through my memories and making the good ones stick...
because you made the good ones...